Friday, February 11, 2011

Pain That Lays Beneath Me

The wind blows against my warmth face. Tears drop from pain. The sun shines above, My shadow creeps up. its so sad and unloved. The white seashore clouds drift by. I connect and drawl a picture with my mind. it was a broken heart that's been stepped on. i gently lay backwards trying so hard not to burst. I lay sideways holding my head. Memories start to play back, like a video tape, I can't pause it or push stop, It will keep playing and I'll sing along. Its a sad and happy melody that's stuck in my brain. I start to see the moments we shared together. When we kissed and laughed together.

Out of no where it started to pour, We ran so fast, you were chasing me and trying hard to get a kiss. You had caught me and you held me close. You said the words I loved the most. " Katie I'm in love with you," then you kissed my forehead, " Katie i really love you!" I laughed out loud and yelled; Dylan I love you too. We smiled, laughed and started to walk home. Then we looked up and a single star lit up so bright our eyes had sparkled. It was the star that brought us together, the one that wouldn't ever let one another fall.

Then it stopped all of a sudden. No sound, No image. It was blank until (ZOOM)! 

I saw us again. We were in a dugout and i was laying on top of you. I told you I was cold, you cuddle with me and I fell even more for you then I ever was. A quick ZOOM!

The next image appeared. It was when I finally told you about the assault.  You got sad and mad, so you just look down. I then saw you head gently and slowly rise and you looked straight at me, eye to eye.The words that came out of his mouth were so soft and pure. He had said " Katie I'm here and your safe. it will be alright. I'm not ever leaving." I cried so hard my words were trapped like a tongue twister.
 The final image that popped up like popcorn was of you saying your done. Such Harsh words I'll never forget. The clouds covered you face. Here I am alone again. The one who's always hurt in the end. You said we can be best friends, But I was scared if I could bare to look in your eyes again. You've been erased in the sky. You've evaporated like water and I now have no more energy stored up inside me. No strength is left, I can not stand. The sun sinks down, My memories disappear. You'll forget about me, while I suffer inside this body, while i ache from this pain. I whispered to you in the distance. " Dylan I don't want to be a burden." 

I pick up a knife and shove it through my chest just with every last pump I had left. The last words he had heard me say was," I can rest in peace finally."

P.S- I'll Love you forever and always, please forgive me!

                    By: Kaitlyn Ancello

So Let It be

                                I'm buried in my memories, I'm lost in my mind. 
                       All I did was waste my time, I'm feeling like i can't go on, 
                             Someone Please tell me why my heart is not strong.
                                          Could it be I'm not the right one? 
                                  I must be chocked up on uncomfortable love, 
                                                    They say you want her, 
                                                      They say you drull, 
                                               They say shes all over you. 

                                                       I say your a fool! 
                                          So choose her and let me fall, 
                          It will be okay, because I can stand on my own. 
    So out of hope, So out of faith, So out of wondering do you like her or me?

By: Kaitlyn Ancello

Dylan Micheal Savage

                      Your the sunlight that beats over my face,
                                            Your the air i breathe that flows my way,
                                            When I look at you we gaze into the night,
                                 I seek for your sorrow and i had found it upon my hand, 
                                                                  it had a spark on it.
                                                               Now I lay in your grace,
                                                         your the laughter upon my voice, 
                                             Your the golden heart that you've kept strong,  
                                                         Your the star who made me free,

                                                         Dylan your everything to me.
                                                            You are my one and only. 
                                                      I'll love you forever and always.
By:Kaitlyn Ancello

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Love Faces

                                           Something appeared in the night sky, 
                We stare for a little, So cute and tense, I feel passion upon your breath, Our eyes
     meet once again, We connect as a bright force takes us in, I reach out slowly, Not knowing if its save, I feel a grip that sinks in my smooth skin, I'm pulled in the dark, My breath thickens, I'm now nervous, You pull me closer, I feel your warmth on my neck, I take your chin and move it gently towards me, You kissed me surprisingly, Once we layed back,We finally closed over eye's and looked up, Gazing at the stars,Your hand around my side,My head on your chest, I start to feel relaxed,No sudden breaths, We turn to meet again, Faster and faster my heart beats just as if we had spun around, The wind whispers,No sudden movements and no sudden sounds,I can't seem to think if it was a dream, I feel i know what happened, I feel i know where to start, On October 10th 2009 we had connected ,I know it will be me and you in the end, I know I'm in love with you, Its now we race in each others heart, No time to think and no time to wish,Here we go again walking on the field its now September 15th,Leaves are changing colors,Summer has left,Fall is shifting our way, There is that one star again, Every time we look up its feels as if that star makes us have a fresh start it connects us over and over again, It brought us together,October 10th 2009 is the day we were in love,On October 10th 2010 is our anniversary,So now i know i wanna be in love with you forever,Our 1st year has been an adventure,but Dylan i want more adventures then just one, I won't be the one letting you go, I'm here to stay.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

We gaze in time

                   As I get older I wonder if you will still be by my side. 
        If i pray maybe it will be a day, but when I wish its you I can't resist. 
    I could be the one of your dreams. I now know its not a fantasy. 
As I gaze in time I knew you would never fall because I'll be holding you up.


                 I feel like I'm trapped inside a body that I can't break away from.
       My life is nothing ,but a small bubble,with no mirrors or even windows just walls that surrounded me forever. I turned to face the world with so much fear, how do I walk to the light if I been treated like an infant all my life.All i know is I can't stand it.Sometimes I wish I could make my own decisions.As we all know that won't ever happen.Fear is where i begin, Laughter is where i start,Sadness is my future and Love is in my heart.What about my feelings and thoughts? I guess I'll be dreaming on that one.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

My love

                                                    If my love was a meteor,There would be fire,
                                  If my love were a shooting star,Then i would shoot from beyond,
                         If my love was a legend,There wouldn't be any wishing, And if my love was 
                                                            magnificent you would still be in it.